Thursday, August 27, 2009
for my 17th birthday,
i had flu and a fever,
causing headaches and a sore throat.
dear God,
i felt angry because you punished me,
and i cant seem to find a reason why.
dear God,
it may have been because i break fast outside,
when my mother actually didnt allow it.
it was mostly my fault,
but i know partly it wasn't.
i know my mother bought lots of stuff for yesterday's break fast at home,
but still i froze my heart and forget how much has been put in for me.
and i break fast at macdonalds,
and had fun the whole night,
when i should go for night prayers.
dear God,
now i just finished bathing.
i thought of what will happen today,
and i tried not to cry,
because crying would just be a waste of effort.
Jamal Rad at 5:27 PM