Thursday, July 31, 2008

gosh.
can't believe i was THAT short.
i was tip-toeing uh.
and now like,
i catching up with bryan.
nyeahehhehh~

so more observation in human behaviour.
and i observe the flirtatious side of human beings.
its not wrong, though.
but then, its getting annoying.
and irritating.

each time, it is observed that its a bore to tag along us.
but it's smooth with the opp gender.
and then that flirty looks come up on his face.
his lust for flirting goes up to a higher level.
till he cant stop.
he even needs,
and i repeat,
NEED to even walk bside the person.

gosh.
come on.
whats on your mind?
i feel disgusted uh, seriously.
although i cant.
but i will.
=)

and so that the end of a chapter.
i'll be writing more soon.
about other behaviours.

oh ya.
cheer up luh.
so what if people hates you?
they will be hated more uh.
you got other friends,
and better ones.
you don't need those who hate you.
its just their loss.

oh and one more thing.
an observation of a particular guy after 4 years with him.
he seeks attention.
he think he's very good.
he thinks, everyone likes him.
he says things to sort of, 'impress' people.
he tells stories,
oh and much different version each time...
he likes to talk behind people back.
he likes to go to people and talk about the person he talked with.
gosh.
this kind of people,
2 words: DONT CARE.
why should you?

so cheer up alright. =)

Jamal Rad at 10:04 PM

Wednesday, July 30, 2008


sad by a few events today.
i'm not sure why.
but i guess i shouldnt.
=D

went studying today.
gosh.
an awful big truth about some one.
haha.

oh.
and also, i relieved myself after about 2weeks.
it felt good.

so today,
i talked bad about 2 people.
i think it was worth it uh.
its not considered backstabbing uh.
juz voicing out opinions about some particular person you dislike.
his/her attitude and stuff.
what on his/her mind.
his/her boringness, flirtatious looks.
all that.

gosh.
i feel bad.

Jamal Rad at 11:05 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

i seriously dunno whats wrong with people these days.
just a simple small joke, and this.

maybe its just sensitivity, or over reacting.
gosh.
you wouldn't believe what these things can do.
i think it's bcoz of a change, a major one.
being emo, for example, changes everything.
there's that feeling of thinking you're great.
you're perfect.
you're everything.
then like, its ok for you to do this, but its not for others.
every small thing will change you're perspective of the person.
and easily have conflicts.

oh, and the next thing will be:
eh eh eh, this guy basterd sia.
this guy that this guy this.
and then you stay away from them.

can't you like, just smile and say haha.
that wont kill.
i'm not saying anyone.
its a blog, its ppl's opinions.
don't get offended.
if you do, don't read then.
these are what's on peoples minds.
people wanna share rightfully to some people.
so don't blame people if you get angry.

another thing, if you wanna express you feelings, don't be anonymous.
gosh.
goin around, wearing a mask and say 'i like you'.
or in the internet.
you must be real desperate.
its not like, if you do that, you'll get the someone.
it'll just gross someone out.
please.
love goes through so many challenges.
it's how to overcome it,
and prove youself unique.

so yeah.
back to reality..
incredible tales comin up.
and tmr got school.
withdrawing no.1 at 12pm.

and i'm off~

lets just call this prom night dating system off.
lets hav some group dress code or something.
that'll be better.

Jamal Rad at 9:57 PM


a day outside.
what fun. =)
and so, after spending a long time is a partivular shopping mall is singapore,
heres a conclusion:
SAY NO TO SHOPPING!
dam.
its so tiring.
ughh.
after like an hour or so, my legs were so weak.
i cant even climb the stairs.
gosh.
so that explains why theres limited fashion in me.
next time i need clothes someone will have to buy it for me.
or maybe if i hav to go there i'll ride a wheelchair. =)
i would've had some more fun aft mac.
but i knew what i shouldn't do.
i'd betray some ppl.
but i didn't. =D
k uh. off to watch troy.
nights ppl~

Jamal Rad at 12:09 AM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

When the lights are out, don't be sad for long.
And the lights are out, i'll be shinin on.

Jamal Rad at 11:14 PM


fuckin sad.
friggin stupid.
come on.
a single stupid thing and i can't even do it.
gosh.

came hoome a bit late today.
10.30pm reached door.
11pm then went into house.
i just sat outside and thought about what stupid stuff i did.
there was a lot uh.
haiz.

i'll not be sleeping tonight.
just, too many things to worry about.
call me if you want.
try to console me, i'll try to entertain you.

Jamal Rad at 11:04 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008


alright.
another night at mac.
and i'm so damn tired.

ppl are like, talking about prom now.
and then asking one another for a night together.
and some even persuading me.
gosh.

i can't do it uh.
maybe tmr.
its hard okay, to ask someone out.
like squeezing toothpaste out without opening the cover.
ughh.

i don't even know what to wear.
prince and princesses.
the first thing that comes to mind is,
the prince rides a horse and climbs up a tower by climbing hair from a princess.
how to dress up?
bring a sword?
wear some kind of cape?
girls wear wig?
=/

damn. if only i knew..

too many clues. hehe.
sry faris.
i dissappoint you.
i cant be as good as you.
nor be a playboy. =D

Jamal Rad at 11:08 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008


a simple kiss to bring her back, to make this, story end.


Jamal Rad at 11:14 PM

hehe.
had fun times at mac.
too bad some ppl missed it.
its great to chill out once in a while.
and smoke a bit.
hehh~

off to bed.
nites ppl.
i dreamt about you.
it'll just be a matter of time.
and when it will be the right time to express all the feelings i had.

Jamal Rad at 10:30 PM

Monday, July 21, 2008


here's a theory:
girls perspective of guys is that the only thing on their mind is P_ _ _.
guys, on the other hand, thinks that girls start off with barbie dolls + masak2 and then as the years go by, they talk about STUPID stuffs, especially shopping shopping and shopping.


ok ok.
let me elaborate more.
girls..
haiz.
they like to compare.
they shop for the most latest thing in town, and also the nicest.
shoes. especially shoes.
come on, will you get a prize for having the most number of shoes in the world?
why not own a shoe shop? hehe.
wth. 10+ working shoes not enough.
pls lah. for me right, one vans shoes alrdy heart pain. still can last me for about 1-2years.
yeah. even while playing soccer with it.
and with about 10+ shoes (and more) its not like your gonna wear everything on one occasion right?
or maybe you stack them all up and wear it at once. =)

not only shoes.
they even compare who's make up is better.
'eh, yours ugly lah. mine nicer!'
yeah. that is, is your face is. haha.

gosh.
you may think this is stereotyping.
its just like you ppl.

nyeahehheh~
i love critizing ppl.

i cant deny it.
i dont care if its forbidden love.
its just irrisistible.
i harts you. =)


Jamal Rad at 5:28 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

ohh-hohh.
she has hot lips.
and beautiful eyes~

Jamal Rad at 5:40 PM

i great sunday morning.
got some things off my minds.
yeah.

and i hate sundays.
it'll be ruined with religious classes -.-
bore/chore.
and today's examinations.
gosh.
its been long since i even touched my books.
=/
i attended it more often these days.
the past months were skipped.
on purpose.

oh.
and a lot of homework catching up to do.
english june holiday assignment not even one completed.
dnt, ughh.
so later i think no more comp.
juz go out as usual to elias mall mac.
and do my stuff there.

i found out somethin about me.
i shouldn't overwork myself.
or else somethin will overcome me.
like friday.
its juz a simple small matter.
but, suddenly, everything went blank to me.
literally.
the next thing i knew, tears.
on the bus.

come on.
i will never, ever be angry at friends.
to be more specific, guys.
so just chill out.
have a beer.
smoke for awhile.
relax..

oh.
changing blogskin soon also.
after one year anniversary to my blog.
=)
and, 16 years on earth to... =))

off to religious classes~

Jamal Rad at 9:35 AM

Friday, July 11, 2008

i feel so used.
a sudden emptiness.
from now on things will be different.

thx a lot.
thx for everything.
really.

Jamal Rad at 11:56 PM

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

laziness overcomes.
as the feeling of going to xynophobiax.blogspot.com goes to my mind.
ughh.
molested/disgusted.
don't ask why.

Jamal Rad at 11:00 PM