Friday, August 31, 2007
today celebrated teachers day...even though its not yet...
so HAPPY TEACHERS DAY...
and also...HAPPY BDAY TO GABRIELLE...
i dunno much bout you though...not even ur age...
but i ahve met you a number of times before..
sorry i couldnt attend your bday party..
and join y'all drinking champagne...
oh and...i hope u get more piercings...
the very unique thing bout you is the piercing on ur nose...
today went to school...
wif a pair of ugly shoes..
took mrt wif firdaus since faris nvr come school again...
aft assembly straight away set up soccer booth...
first bring one of the tables frm canteen to field..
come onli alrdy one customer...
so set up everythin...
played one match wif second team that signed up...
and...lost the match...
then mr ng come to the rescue...
the field was muddy...
so mr ng help us chase out pple in the volleyball court for the benefit of us...
woohoo...
then i wan buy food also hard...
too many choices...
then managed booth...mi, kamran, lutfi, firdaus, fahmi, yusen, burhan and hisyam
earned a lot too..all thx to mi uh...
i have a very wide network of friends...
haha...
then some earnings split among us..heh heh...
aft go simei banquet...mi bryan kamran burhan shawn and farhan...
oh and rip CURLy...
then mi and bryan go walk2...
and find the others at bk...
then go play soccer...
i didnt play much ar...
since whether hot...
aft that qomarul come wif bicycle...
and a pancet tyre...
haha
they invite mi go Gab bday party at east coast...
i say i go home ask my mother then change first uh...
sekali go home onli naggggggggggg...
haiz..
and its so late now i wanna go to sleep...
so nites all...
go lah...go wif ur best frens..its ok...wad am i anyway...hmmm...yeah..they are your best frens till you noe wad happened juz now...ok...there are 4 pple involved...H,J,L &ZH tells loudly to L"EH...YOU STEAD WIF Z ALRDY AH?"then J heard that...and J was like...WTFUCKso J said "EH YAH AHHH...L STEAD WIF Z SIA..."then H said..."EH J...DUN ACT LAR"then i asked you and you gav another thing...so yeah...tmr thingy is cancelled all thx to YOU...but its ok...at least you can pack bag rite...and go BATAM wif L...ur new stead...HELL YEAHJamal Rad at 10:19 PM
Thursday, August 30, 2007
another boring like hell day...started the day off badly...especially without faris..met firdaus otw to school and went all the way wif him...then it was dnt..doin practical is fun...if ur wood doesnt break...but seriously it is hard...imagine drilling a piece of wood the same size as one of your finger...it requires professional craftmanship...which i hav in me as a natural talent...then amaths one period onli...mr ng say wan challenge soccer again...later like last time..we wait and wait and wait still no mr ng...aft recess was english...it was dam bloody boring...it is the subject though...not the teacher..i can even sleep while sitting up straight...then during chem did practical...FUCK THE ALIEN LAH..a piece of paper also dun wan throw...push it to me..i did onli one experiment...and talk2 wif weeting..then during emaths suddenly rain heavily...curse you dark side...sing sumore ah...i got lots of assignment for the hol.haiz..heres the list:1. Eng journal on autobiography2. Emaths tb exerciseactually thats it u noe...ohh...heres another list of what to pass up TMR:1. Chemistry practical book2. So(SIAL) studies practice paper3. Amaths tb exercisewarghh...why must there be a subject called comb humanities...we dont need to know about the earth wadd...imagine goin somewhere...and say 'eh..this is called the coniforious tree thingy'nobody will care lahhand also social studies...it has nth to do wif being a good boy u noe...so sial ahhh...goin watch incredible tales now...and faris..pls come tmr...i dun wan to almost go to school alone again...and SHE cant go wif mi...so plsss...for the sake of ur best classmate...come to school...so nites all...Jamal Rad at 9:41 PM
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
i couldn't tell you...these three simple yet difficult words...i love you...sry bout the previous post...didnt feel like doin anythin at that point of time...today i had my presentation...presentaion was ok...onli lip-sync part was a disaster...i seriously dunno wad to do..so i juz anyhow ahhhhhhhhhhhhhput that in youtube...i dun careaft school folo farhan make ic...mi kamran and burhan...go there onli the place crowded like fk!then we thought must join the very bloody long queue uh..but actually it was the other one...hahathen aft that went bck to school..went long john awhile...spent $15 on 2pple...mi n farhanthen went bck school see performance uh...and then talk to her...i thought she angry or somethin uh...and i dunno why i still cant tell you...i wan go to bed now...looking forward to tmr dnt practical...Jamal Rad at 9:40 PM
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
i am so stupid...i knew i shouldnt hav told you that...i was so childish...but you force me to...i had no chioce..harsh words u gav me...guilt overcame me...u can just forget about me...but i wont for you...dont even leave me as a memory...not even a shadow...juz take me as nothin...ignore me, hate me, kill me...i know i used you..i will forever apologise...make up for my mistakes...i am hurt by what you said...i dunno what to do...maybe i should end this pathetic torture...it is better for you..my classmates...friends...teachers..family...everyone...dont(me) feel like crying...you have done something very wrong...you used an innocent girl to prove urself worthy...you are vengeful towards others...you scold pple's mother...you are a failure and a shame to ur family...and most of all...you are hated...to YOU...hate me...i still have feelings for you..to be honest...i made you to be the one for me...that feeling developed over the years...i was more fond of you...but not when other guys go near you...this are all the facts...nobody dared me...i juz could not admit that i truly loved you...Jamal Rad at 8:18 PM
Monday, August 27, 2007
Lalala~
ok...juz started blogging...
i made this cuz i forget lots of things...
and its juz for reference...more like reminder...
cuz i lazy to write diaries...
so today its my 15th aniversary wif mi and EARTH!!!
Happy bday to mi
Happy bday to mi
Happy bday to mi
But no one bash mi!!!
muahahaha~
today morning went school wif faris...
and very scared...thinking of wad will happen to me...
i gt lost of events today actually...
1. Its my bday.
2. I gt this rockstar presentation
3. I gt detention aft school
4. I must go make ic wif farhan
5. Someone ask mi go watch movie
6. I gt amaths retest
haiz...morning onli stress...
lots of pple wished mi a happy bday...
first was jean...'May you grow fonder of everyday in your life'
second was zahariah...started wif 'bagedel' sia
then fahmi msg mi say 'sry ah jamal. i bring ur present tmr'. so i was like,'liar,i noe u wan mi to nt noeso i will like...relax and...' yah u get the point
then reach school onli i heard a famaliar voice...'happy bday jamal!! borrow amaths notebook'
it was nisa..
the irdayu grab so tightly and pulled me...
and then everyone was like...bantaii~~
first period physics mr goh i dunno why...nvr come in at all
then pe play soccer at the shelter at basket ball court...
a lot mosquito sia...
aft that... CHABOT AHH
i hide...and hide...and hide
until end of recess...
muahahaha~
then saw lutfi and kamran first...i run like mad...thinkin they aft mi
but they say they protect mi...
then it was aidah performing for rockstar...
she so enthu bring guitar all...
then i ask mr poh i wan my presentation on wednesday...he said ok like..ok, see first
and luckily, mr bday boy in 2days time came to class say 'the whole class nid to go for dental checkup'
waaaahahahaha...
so second task dealt wif...
then i forgot wad the dentist say...brush ur teeth harder or sumthin liddat...
then in class cpc wif yu chao dunno why...
mt as usual...nag3
ace lesson...amaths students do the retest...
actually quite easy uh...
lutfi sempat seh call...
aft that hand up...and waited for bell to ring...then...CHABOT AHHH~~~
i ask faris folo mi...we both chiong to long john...spent $15 cuz blanja farhan and kamran
then go bck school...cuz of soccer...
then careful uh...but anyway...saw him, Mr Hazmi
and saw my new fren also...the emo flower + bob
and go play soccer...stupid thing happened but tmr we settle...
aft that came up wif lame jokes again...
take mrt...and at pasir ris int..i think i saw nerd, the cool guy
then...reach home onli...survive nag...'y u late?everyday late. blablabla~'
but gt cake uh...
i was like...sialah, i still full sia.juz now long john.
so trpaksa uh...i dun wan tell my mother that i go eat ther.
then...oh ya
lots of the tasks uncompleted...
looking forward to wed...
arghhh~
still havent memorise script...
bah, who cares
i wan go sleep.
zahariah...dun disturb mi...
nites all
Jamal Rad at 9:10 PM