Friday, October 31, 2008

Heartbrokened~
i need to cry.
this feeling really sucks.

Jamal Rad at 11:43 PM

omg.
i'm back to mapling.

Jamal Rad at 6:45 AM

Thursday, October 30, 2008

emaths wasnt such a hardache afterall.
i just started us habbo.
but i dont see any fun in it..

Jamal Rad at 3:39 PM

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

best game ever.
eh?

Jamal Rad at 9:15 PM

i forgot,
did i lend anyone 10 bucks?

Jamal Rad at 5:18 PM

i have got no more mood to study.
but, i'll have to endure it.
=/

currently, i'm stressed because of other things.
and not study.
its just that, why do people go everywhere, ruining others reputation?
jamal the -freak?
wtf?

Jamal Rad at 5:11 PM

Saturday, October 25, 2008

geh.
back on the mood for F-U-N.
what does that spell?
=)

after a stupid week of exams.
its the weekends.
whee~
but still, i got physics and emaths2 coming up this week.
so, yeah.

so, how did i do in my exams?
pretty good.
after the first paper, chemistry, i spent time fully.
the time given was just enough uh, for me.
most of the earlier part of chem paper was given to day-dreaming.
heh.
actually, it was kanda distracting.
with that kind of teacher around.
lol.

oh, and my english compo.
i wrote about an inappropriate time that you laughed like mad.
and i remember that i wrote something like,
"i was as free as a bird, and like a bird, i thought everything was free"
then it goes on.

and then yesterday, after amaths paper.
we checked around E!hub,
for jobs, since the theme park was closed.
so, we asked around, and majority had walk-in interviews only on weekday afternoons.
=/

now, the only thing to do should be..
habbo!
haha.
relaxing game. =)

Jamal Rad at 2:32 PM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

kirekn.
krg boleh uh.
aku tkleh.
berambos sua eh.

Jamal Rad at 1:52 PM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008


sometimes i feel like everybody's got a problem.
sometimes i feel like nobody's wants to solve them.
i know that people say we're never gonna make it.
but i know, we're gonna get through this.
close your eyes and please dont let me go.
dont, dont, dont, dont let me go now.
colse your eyes and dont let me let you go.
dont.
take my hand tonight,
lets not think about tomorrow.
take my hand tonight.
we could find some place to go.
cause our hearts all long forever.
and our love will never die.
take my hand tonight,
one last time.
city sleeps, and we're lost in the moment.
another kiss as we're lying on the pavement.
if they see us they'd tell us we are crazy.
but i know, they just dont understand.
the raindrops.
the tears keep falling.
i see your face.
and it keeps me going.
if i get lost,
your light's gonna guide me.
and i know,
that you can take me home..

Jamal Rad at 11:18 PM

i just dont wanna waste,
another day.
i'm tryin to make things right.
but you shove it in my face.

and all those things you done to me.
i cant erase.
and i cant keep this inside.
Its Time to Say Goodbye.

on the first day that i met you.
i should've known to walk away.
i should've told you you were crazy.
and dissappear without a trace.

but instead i stood there waiting.
hoping you would come around.
but you always found a way to let me,
down.

its time to say goodbye.
i just dont wanna waste another day.
its time to say goodbye.
cause things will never be the same.
its time to say goodbye.
you made me think i need to walk away.
its time to say good-bye.

after all the things i done for you.
you never tried to do the same.
its like you always played the victim.
and i'm the one you always blame.

when you need someone to save you.
when you think you're gonna drown.
you just wrap your arms around me.
and pull me down.

now i'm gone,
its too late.
you cant face,
your mistake.
i was trying to save you.
from you.
so you scream.
so you cry.
i can see,
through your lies.
you're just trying to change me.

somewhere in the distant.
theres a place for me to go.
i dont want you to hate me.
but i think you need to know.

you're weighing on my shoulder.
and i'm sick of feeling down.
so i guess its time for me to say,
Goodbye.

Jamal Rad at 11:05 PM

and.
those who havent figured it out.
this blog has a nemesis.
and not this,
only serves as hints and clues to whats next.

Jamal Rad at 9:48 PM

i feel it's a necessity to blog this time.
its a must.

lots of stuff to settle.
and its gonna be harsh.
too bad then..

Jamal Rad at 9:46 PM

Thursday, October 9, 2008


Jamal Rad at 10:16 PM

nobodys updating their blog.
so why should i?
=D

Jamal Rad at 10:15 PM

Monday, October 6, 2008

i'm soo sleepy.
but, i have to go to school.
and its maths.
and i'm dead.
cuz i didnt do a single thing.

yawn~

Jamal Rad at 8:01 AM

Saturday, October 4, 2008


isn't this a better walk down memory lane?

Jamal Rad at 2:07 AM



wah heyy.
suddenly i love shopping.
lol.
there goes all the money..
T-T
i bought a new bag and a designer tee.
oh,
and today the graduating ceremony was sooo lame.
like seriously, i expected something better.
people crying or something,
better right? haha.

Jamal Rad at 2:00 AM

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

selamat raye korang.
ni nak gi kollect duit ni.
bye~

Jamal Rad at 9:10 AM