Monday, September 29, 2008

wahaha.
finally a happy day,
which i have been longing for a quite some time.

not much worries.
no sadness, no stress.
only morning for maths,
but its over and done with.

no fear in class,
that someone looks at me in a negative way.
no hate.
=)

instead, a had fun conversations.

the best part is..
no school tmr!
yay.
meaning its time to play.
yeahhehhehh.

off to tuition.
cya~

we're too young bold beautiful dignified happy and keen.
to the looks that we see, in the megazine.

Jamal Rad at 6:58 PM

Sunday, September 28, 2008


1 garment. =)

Jamal Rad at 2:54 AM

heh.
had a fun day today.

first went to bugis.
go shopping.
haha.
56 bucks, Gone~
=/

and then went food culture to break fast,
and to mac shortly after.
at about 10+,
i spent real quality time with poon and barak.
at Pineapple.
=)

gosh.
it really made me think.
about everything that i do,
and everything that i'm going to.

people and this kind of mindset on me.
so, i'll just have to live with it.
i cant change it,
nor can i even try to bypass it.

and also, we shared our experiences.
and memories.
how much i wished i can change time.

but,
whats done is done.
and cant be undone.
too bad for me..

i grabbed the stars and put the twinkle,
in
your
eyes~

oh.
and yellow doesnt mean i'm *-minded.

Jamal Rad at 2:38 AM

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Taking on seven years
That holy ghost had left alone
Test my arms, kick like crazy
I've been trying way too long

Only push the way off to fight you
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
The story ends

I would find a way without you
I would find a way without you

That mistake was gold
I know, without you
Is something that I could never do

That was why, staple the eyes
And seven dates for me
To sell machines
And tear on

Seven years you assured me
I'd be fine if I complied
Only push the way off to fight you
And I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
The story ends

Without you
I would find a way without you
That mistake was gold, I know
Without you
Is something that I could never ever ever do
That was why staple the eyes
And seven dates for me
To sell machines
And tear on

Don't treat i'm to blame.
Don't treat me like i ever accused you.

Don't treat i'm to blame.
Don't treat me like i ever accused you.

Don't treat i'm to blame.
Don't treat me like i ever accused you.

Don't treat i'm to blame.
Don't treat me like i ever accused you.

Jamal Rad at 10:18 PM

Saturday, September 20, 2008

thanks to someone.
i am now rated no.1 in the hate list by a group of people.

Jamal Rad at 2:37 AM

Friday, September 19, 2008



ohhohh.
saper tak puaserrrrrrrrrrrrr??

Jamal Rad at 12:06 AM

this blog won't be such active anymore.
nemesis would be a better one.
=)

i'll just post short ones and pics on this blog.
cheerios~

Jamal Rad at 12:06 AM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

ku katakan dengan indah.
dengan terbuka,
hati ku hampa.
sepertinya luka,
menghampirinya.

yeah.
emotions taking over my results.
i flunked, badly.

a lot motivation though, today.
i remembered my psle score: 225.
with all a's.
thats history.
the old jamal's dead.

but i'm reviving him back.
with ms jiangs note,
'Don't give up,'
i shall remember.

off to sleep for awhile.
goin for night study later.
buh byes~

kau beri rasa,
yang berbeda,
mungkin ku salah,
mengertikannya,
yang ku rasa cinta.

Jamal Rad at 4:00 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008



aku kan sentiasa sedih.
hidupku tiada tanpa mu.
perasaan ku terhadap mu tkkan mati.
kau hancurkan hati ku,
tak tertahan lagi.
kau hancurkan hati ku,
tuk melihat mu.

Jamal Rad at 10:23 PM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

finally.
a day of rest at home.

i did real bad for prelims.
but, nevertheless, it just serves as a wake up call.

i have poor self-discipline.
what should i do?

Jamal Rad at 2:42 PM

Tuesday, September 9, 2008


guess where?
hotel room =)
kinda sad lately.
as if, somethings missing.
but i don't know what.
=/
yesterdays amaths was done like shit.
or rubbish, as what mr ng said.
but today's was quite ok.
i did better, i think.
i need a break, seriously.
dam tired lately.
exams, then used every ounce of energy i have.
and enduring the pain inside me.
and have to go for night prayers.
and then wake up early in the morning.
but it's ok.
sooner or later i should get used to it.
i plan to not skip any days this year.
heh heh.
i will make it. =)
My heart breaks as I
Long for you..

Jamal Rad at 8:13 PM

Monday, September 8, 2008

and suddenly,
the holidays are over.
just think, how you spent it.
what have you achieved.

nothing much for me here.
holidays were just sleep, and more sleep.

i found out somethings.
i love last min work.
and i hate early preparations.
guess i'll just have to improvise, right?

Love could be such
beautiful torture.

Jamal Rad at 6:58 AM

Saturday, September 6, 2008

i did the most dumbest thing.
and i regret it.
its like, nth happened.
i guess they we all right.
you really seduce people, dont you.

Jamal Rad at 11:52 AM

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

need more pics.
anyone care to camwhore?
heh heh.

Jamal Rad at 10:44 PM

aww.
its been long since i last blog.

these days are just spent at home.
i forgot when was the last time i got out of this place.
oh ya.
also, since i didnt go out, i dont bathe.
so..
hmm.
i think saturday was the last time i went out. =)

and i had lots of sleep also.
monday like, from 5+ wake up then go back to sleep.
to about 6 in the evening.

i was also recovering.
from all that.. MOSHING.
haha.

its great that some people realise Seduction.
there are 2 parts of it.
the boring one.
and the bastard one.

i should start studying.
nites people~

Jamal Rad at 10:33 PM