Thursday, May 29, 2008

darn.
so tired.
yet still need time for play. =D
haha.

shit i got maths to do.
maths or sleep?
maths or sleep?
maths or sleep?
maths or sleep?
maths or sleep?
!
SLEEP obviously!
maths can wait.
haha.

trying my best to stay away from him/her.

Jamal Rad at 9:36 PM

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

arghh.
what a tiring past few days.

and suddenly it rained, today.
lol.
and my hair got wet -.-
but i managed to make it look nice again uh.
luckily.

i gonna post even shorter posts aft this.
very shortage of time.
before i go sleep,
lets moo moo awhile. =D

i need to stay away from him/her. =/
but he/she's just too.. irresistable.

Jamal Rad at 9:02 PM

Monday, May 26, 2008

o level mt ---> FAIL.
lol.
i didnt finish the paper.
its like, i'll spend bout half an hour juz dreaming.
-.-
bah. who cares. its only one subject.

new fav bnet custom games:
moo moo and battle tanks.
yay!
i wan play.

Jamal Rad at 9:53 PM

Sunday, May 25, 2008

what a nice day spent.
morning wake up.
an slept again till 11+.
lol.
then went to meet hisyam at mrt there.
and then go city hall,
and meet weeting.
so we went to funan,
cuz hisyam must buy some thingy for art.

then aft that went bck to tamp uh.
go study till 9+
and then i reached home at 10.45

while goin home, hafir said something meaningful uh.
no more crgghhhaapp la.
haha.

in the bus we talked about aft sec school life.
like, how it would be.
it'll be scary you know.
to lose contact with your frens in prss.
sec sch would be the best school time in your life.
i mean, like seriously.
primary sch: you were too young and still drooling.
later on in poly: no more good frens. you dont share punishment together.
later on in life: work work.

so now in sec sch.
remember the times you got scolded wif your frens together.
remember the times you went out aft sch together.
remember the times you went through cca together.
its like the perfect age for friendship,
freedom,
fun,
recklessness =))
so make this a good memory.
enjoy while you can.

i just hope we can still hang out together.
under the same block almost everyday.
its kinda sad to leave sec sch soon =/

and leaving you too.
better for me i guess.

Jamal Rad at 12:29 AM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

plain angry and frustrated at some things.
and people.

ahhh.
i think my cell phone is faulty!
nooo~ =/

Jamal Rad at 9:37 PM

Monday, May 19, 2008

ahh.
public holiday today.
what fun.
morning wake up msg almost everyone why they didnt come sch.
haha.
most were like, 'you gt nth better to do is it?'
lol.

6 more days to mt 'o' levels.
i wonder how ppl will prepare for this?
is it by reading? memorising dictionary?
or, my personal best, play more warcraft bnet games!
haha.
i just cant help it.
vampirism is fun!

Jamal Rad at 6:19 PM

Sunday, May 18, 2008

lol.
just another day at home.
today's not so bored,
since there were home made cookies!
so yummy.
i want more.

hmm.
tmr vesak day.
wad should i do?

Jamal Rad at 8:17 PM

Saturday, May 17, 2008

phew.
so bored at home.
i just read the article on the crisis on myanmar and china.
and well,
to be honest,
it looks fun.
haha.
i mean, they get to sleep together in this gymnasium.
just imagine in singapore.
you just slack there and help a bit while waiting for provisions.
ain't that fun?

at least, its better than the stress for o levels. =/

emoshits. lol.
go slash yourself lah.

Jamal Rad at 8:29 PM

Thursday, May 15, 2008

dam.
i should stop talking to myself.
or..
at least not outside.
hehe.

juz now while walking home i accidentally laughed while talking to myself.
lol.
then this middle aged lady, which happens to be my neighbour.
and she stared at me and pulled her son away.
-.-
dam dam dam.
so paiseh uh.

Jamal Rad at 9:38 PM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

ahh.
i dun feel so good.
=/

maybe tmr dnt will cheer me up.
haiz.

Jamal Rad at 10:45 PM

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

such a borin day.
at first.
but luckily i can go out.

so morning woke up at 9+
cuz i cant sleep anymore.
and then gt nth to do uh.
cant play.
tv shows are borin.
eh. NO!
i watch ellen and they interviewed jonas brothers!
thats the only best programme uh.
then at 12pm i watch jumper.
till 1.30pm
then boredom again.
walk2 ard the house.
open fridge. close fridge.
lay down on bed.
play wif imaginary computer.
-.-

until 3+
i call bryan.
he say they go jammin.
yay!
somewhere to go.
so quickly go out and take mrt to simei.
then otw to the jammin studio i saw these 2 ite guys uh.
then i hearing mp3 rite.
suddenly i passby them i heard 'EMO!'
zzz.
i pretend i nvr hear and just walk.
then i turn bck they point middle finger.
haiz.
ite students are stupid + lame.

then reach there i juz sat down.
and a few min later zainul come.
bout 5+ me bryan qom and farhan go lj.
then the rest dunno go where.
faris was suppose to cut my hair.
but then he call bryan say, 'i at home alrdy. i goin out wif family'
i was like..grrr.
but nvm.
at least gt scissors.
so i was the guinea pig.
for bryan's first time ever to cut someone's hair.
actually nice uh.
but, try to be gentler.
cuz i scream alot during that time.
lol.
then qom and farhan also got haircut.
aft that go cc and go home uh.

its good to know that some ppl dont leave frens.
but also some who does..
but, wadever.
sometimes you gain.
sometimes you lose.

ahhhh~
so tired now.
i dun feel like looking at my mid-year results tmr.
=/
nites ppl.

oh, happy 2week anniversary to some couple.
may your relationship last.
i hope..

and suddenly i'm happy for you. =/

Jamal Rad at 10:40 PM

Monday, May 12, 2008

tired.
juz now play soccer wif teachers.
no sweat uh.
as usual.
for me only..
hehe.

lost 5-3.
but ok uh.
some ppl are satisfied.
i kena injury.
i hand got scratched by my watch.
and bleed.
=/

ahhh.
i'm so tired.
i wan sleep.
yay tmr no school.
where should i go...?

Jamal Rad at 10:24 PM

Sunday, May 11, 2008

oh ya.
happy bday yong xiang!
one year older,
one year closer to death.
heh heh heh.

Jamal Rad at 9:52 PM

hehe.
this blogs not dead.
juz as lazy as me.
haha.

yest went cycling.
there were seven of us.
me bryan qomarul hafir galindo kamran and hanafi.
but there were 6 bikes.
so hafir cycle while kamran tumpang bhind him.
and kamran relax uh.
look at girls..
heh.
and it was very fun uh.
cycle at night.
took pictures and all.
but later then i upload.

and today went to mosque -.-
and i'm never goin there ever again.
lol.
dun ask.
and no more friday prayers.
haha.

k i wan go sleep.
nites.

i tried to forget you but..
i cant.

Jamal Rad at 9:46 PM

Monday, May 5, 2008

so tired..
these exams are really sucking the energy out of everyone.
-.-

nvm.
it'll only be awhile.
juz 1more week and everythin will be fine.
everything but...

Jamal Rad at 9:18 PM

Sunday, May 4, 2008

isnt that what some ppl deserve?
for making ppl miserable?
and..?
... ........ .........
..
.................................
.
....
...........
..
.......
.................

juz some things that cant be described in words.
its a bad time.
very very bad..

Jamal Rad at 10:47 PM

such busyness.
and stress.
lol.

tmr physics mid year.
later goin study wif bryan and qom.
hope i'm prepared.

some nerds shld be prepared for weird things to happen to them.

Jamal Rad at 1:50 PM

Friday, May 2, 2008

so much for 'o' level eh?
its just mid year.

there are many things
that i have learnt.
a few months win a few year.
race has no boundary between love.
height goes a short little way.
nerds dont keep promises.
and, nerds have absolutely no taste.
they are blinded by love,
but as they say, love IS blind.

well, yeah.
i guess some people just like to see people in sorrow.
sadness.
emptiness.
loneliness.
but it's ok.
what am i anyway right.

and, oh.
we'll see whose at the losing end.
and feel rejection, betrayal.
and, oh, even better.
something stupid happens.
just like some post.
which describe pleasures nerds deserve.

hmmm..
let's see how long you last.

don't even talk to me okay.
1 and a half fuckin years wasted.
1 and a half..

Jamal Rad at 11:27 PM