Saturday, March 29, 2008

tired.
sleepy.
tmr gt religious class.
shld i go?
if i dun go my teacher will call parents.
thats worse.
but i very tired.
and the class very borin.
-.-

haiz..

Jamal Rad at 10:01 PM

Thursday, March 27, 2008

lots of homework to catch up.
and mother nagging.
saturday gt 3hrs amaths class sumore.
haiz.
when will i get a day off?

where did friends go when you need them?

Jamal Rad at 7:45 PM

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

every maths lesson is a nightmare.
my fear for it has made me hate it,
but forced to like it and do well for it.
=/

wad a tiring day.
6periods of maths.
lol.
aft sch maths again.
and this weeting left early.

ughhh.
and now my laptop's keyboard like shit.
i keep on typing the wrong thing.
i think i should go buy new one.
haha.

you left without saying goodbye.

Jamal Rad at 9:06 PM

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

tired~
today pe bloody tiring.
long time nvr run.
3rounds around the field,
2rounds alrdy pancit.
haha.
then this yusen wan play soccer.
how could i say no?
=/

then 5periods of humanities.
ughhh.
my WORST subject.
geog wad quite fast uh.
since i irritate kamran.
waahahaha~
then i stop uh.
cuz he like, headache alrdy.

aft sch gt oral.
like shit sia.
my reading all ok.
its my vocab thats the problem -.-
but ok uh.
i think i did well.

then play soccer.
i gt injury,
while throwing jason's bottle.



















and thenbout 5.45 this weeting wan go home.
so walk wif her to interchange uh.
reach home bout 6.45.
ate satay at home!

nidd study physics now.
must score.
ciaos~

ppl will forget what you said.
ppl will forget what you did.
but ppl will nvr forget hot you made them feel.

Jamal Rad at 7:50 PM

Monday, March 24, 2008

lol.
ppl ask mi for longg longgg post.
so i'll giv a long one~

hehh.
start frm saturday.
as usual.
Cabal at home.
then suddenly the sky was bloody dark.
and i was like suppose to go with some ppl,
to watch soccer match.

i had second thoughts uh.
i mean.
go all the way to kallang while its raining,
juz to watch a match.
when u can watch at home,
while Cabaling.

in the end still go uh -.-
so much for second thoughts.
prepared my clothes all.
and headed off to simei mrt station.

ohhh.
before that.
i was suppose to meet them at 4pm.
at 3 i Dota-ed.
and it was a 1hr game.
but thinking i needed a bathe and preparations,
i ended at 3.30.
spent 20min in bathroom.
10min doing hair.
and at 4 i was off.
haha.
i guess i'm worse than a girl -.-

so anyway,
wanted to take 81.
for a half hour ride to tamp.
and then take mrt.
but instead took 89 -.-
so got off at pasir ris mrt station bus stop.
and it was raining soooo heavily.
my shoes got wet -__-

then take mrt,
and at tamp station.
met bryan and VIP!
guess who?
faris.
why?
cuz he's late.
-.-
then at simei we were second last group uh.
the VVIP for the day was kamran.
lol.

then off to kallang.
kallang stadium.
the place where we all thought was gonna breakdown.
but actually its as ugly as always.
when we got there, we tried goin round.
and round.
and rrrounddd.
trying to find macdonalds.
or someplace to eat.
but there wasnt any.
thx uh faris -.-

so headed in.
and find seats.
dry seats.
but they were all extinct.
only wets ones available.
lol.

so watched a boring first half.
and second half me bryan and faris join the acad grp.
for another boring half.
australia performed quite good uh.
but singapore defense and keeper is equally good.
which all equates to => Boredom.
then dunno why uh.
suddenly felt tired.


everyone was hungry by then.
so we searched for someplace to eat.
and found kfc.
at kallang leisure park.
i didnt buy food uh.
juz watch ppl eat.
then went to the arcade next door.
play this drum game awhile.
then off to our separate place.
by mrt.
reached home at abt 11.30.
and went to bed -.-
dead tired.


oh ya!
i know why i tired.
cuz we run run run.
first was bcoz.
when we left kfc.
and headed off to mrt station.
we passed by the stadium.
and i shouted uh.
then gt echo.
then everyone folo folo.
then this KAMRAN.
scare everyone.
'sekali the echo faster than your scream...'
then i was spooked out uh.
me and bryan.
so we all start running.
then everyone folo.
waaaaahahahahaha.
run until the bridge.
then pant pant pant~
and hafir and faris wanted to spar.
but we say later uh.
at the carpark.
they spar3.
then we watch.
aft awhile.
i bored.
so i tell the rest:
" 1,2,3 we chabot."
hehhh.
1,2,3,
RUN~
haha.
and next checkpoint,
the mrt station there.
wenqiang uh.
run the fastest.
like kena chased by dog.
phew~

and then on sunday.
i woke up,
juz to find out i was alone with my brother.
who's sleeping.
and i was suppose to go religious class.
but,
you think i'd go?
lol.
took my acer and went off to pasir ris cc.
alot malay sia.
then they like.
passing by.
kaypo2 look at me.
i was like.
wad look look.
wan one?
go buy yourself.
haha.

then alot ppl msging me.
whether i goin play soccer or not.
i say maybe uh.
in the end nvr go.
lol.
reach home only cabal~
now currently lv42 Force Blader.
oh ya.
i watch this PvP battle between jason and my bro.
lol.
jason won hands down -.-
k la.
jason pro.... NOT.
i WILL win u.
when i get to lv50.

and today~
reluctant to go sch,
cuz gt mr ng lesson.
4periods with him.
like, omg rite?
and then this nisa approach me.
and say my posts are short.
k, a long one here.
aft that english did oral.
chemistry did practical.
and this ms jiang scold me.
cuz i burn the splinter too long.
and cant even pronounce my name -.-
' yes jamalE, wad are you trying to do?'
lol.
then physics learnt magnetism.
then ace.
got new seating arrrangement!
me and kamran!!
muahahaha.
alot ppl say this is unfair -.-
well i think they're juz jealous.
and peichun got a new partner~!
guess who?
our vice-chair.
no comments uh. =D

ohh.
kamran is irritated by me.
cuz i keep on talking bout Cabal.
and maple.
hehh.
tmr go disturb him sumore uh.


oh.
and during ace.
we were suppose to find our career uh.
then this jason keep on disturbing.
'eh i be the person who whitens skin uh'
'eh the banglah workers got party uh, why got 2 left out?'
all that shit uh.
then i say:
'eh jason! you wan be pe teacher uh?'
haha.
'jason u FIT uh. change the 'i' to 'a'.'
lol.
juz imagine uh.
Jason => PE teacher.
like mr chai.
waaaahahahaha.
will nvr happen.

and aft sch took out my acer.
cuz i wan watch noroi.
but the class was gonna be use for oral.
so had to go somewhere else.
tried to go ncc room.
but it was closed =/
canteen too many ppl.
so waited for hanafi to finish his oral.
and off we went to festival park.
and i used my acer,
finally~

so while waitin for e6 ppl,
i cabal awhile.
and wait wait wait.
till bout 5.
then they came -.-
so played uh.
me as a borin but good keeper.
lol.
but i got injury.
a scratch on my knee.
=/

aft go home.
bout 7 reached home.
so tired.
blogging for 45min straight.
phew~
is this long?
i think i can make longer.
=))

jason pe teacher?
haha.
i felt good then saying that.
aft 1yr+ of tahan-ing.
finally~
revenge.

i wan go sleep uh.
good night ppl~

i had nightmares of you leaving me,
very very harshly. =//

Jamal Rad at 8:13 PM

Friday, March 21, 2008

hehh.
fun time today.
a total of 5hrs+ lan.
muahahaha.

dam i need to save.
tmr goin watch SG vs Aust match.
free tix~

Jamal Rad at 10:30 PM

Thursday, March 20, 2008

lol.
tmr goin lan and bowling.
must take advantage of public holidays.

is it typical, for us to act like this?

Jamal Rad at 10:00 PM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

lol.
bout 12 mins aft midnight and still not asleep yet.
why?
amaths -.-
k must go do now.

i miss the fridays to sch wif u.

Jamal Rad at 12:11 AM

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

bored~
i can't sleep.
i can't go out.
i can't play.
and i'm still sick.
zzz..

Jamal Rad at 9:52 AM

Monday, March 17, 2008

ughh.
sick.
yest my temp was 37.3°C
today at General Office 38.5°C
at polyclinic 39.7°C

i'm having severe headaches.
and now i cant sleep.
my mother says i hav to wait till night time,
before i can sleep again.

hope i get well soon =/
and thx to ppl who cared bout me.

Jamal Rad at 6:54 PM

Sunday, March 16, 2008

omg.
suddenly its a sunday.
the last day of march holidays.

NOO~
i havent reached lv40.
in Cabal.
i'm currently only a lv35 Force Blader.
i think can chiong.

better start now.
ciaos~

Jamal Rad at 11:06 AM

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go

When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

Jamal Rad at 10:58 AM

Thursday, March 13, 2008

lol.
long time nvr blog.
very tired these days.
and i am full of extra lessons and classes.

the first two days of this week is occupied by camps.
which drained most of my energy.
although i did the most sleeping,
and slacking.
haha.

and then yest had 4hrs and 30min break of lessons.
2hr chem and 2hr physics.
during chem i had no mood uh.
jiang like attitude at me.
i ask uh, 'cher, yest i nvr come sch and i didnt get the notes.'
then she said 'then why did u come for class today?'
i was like wtf man.
but i juz walk away.
phew~

aft that gt maths remedial but didnt wanna go.
bcoz this desmond ng like gt some kind of grudge on me.
so, i dun wanna get into another conflict.
instead, me fahmi poon and faris go mac.
and wait for the others.
while waiting we slept uh.
haha.

and today~
what a fun day.
dnt kills time real fast.
and i mean it.
FAST.
the only thing that slowed today was SS.
mdm yue lessons are bloody boring.
she like to call ppl to ans questions uh.
then i was like sleeping while sitting.
then faris nudge me say 'eh wake up la'
then i say 'wad la. wait.'
then he hit mi harder 'stand stand.'
then at that point i opened my eyes.
and a lot ppl staring at me.
i quickly stand uh.
and for the rest of the lesson i was awake.

and aft SS go dnt again.
till bout 5+
went to kfc.
and later on weeting came and joined us.

and now i nid play Cabal.
the New Revolution Of Online Gaming.
even weeting wan join in.
heh heh.
maple is like so dead now.

oh ya.
this acer laptop could be mine.
once my father buys a new one for my bro.
heh heh heh.

tmr i skip dnt and geog uh.
and aft 'prayers' go bowling.
if the np guys get here on time.

i nid some rest.
seriously.

and some ppl nid to watchout.
too much flirting can kill.
serious.
ppl WILL kill u.

when you look me in the eyes
and tell me that u love me
everything's alright
when you're right here by my side.

Jamal Rad at 8:01 PM

Monday, March 10, 2008

dam dam dam.
camp tmr.
and i havent even rest today!
stress~

heh.
maple is like so last summer.
now CabalSea is IN MAN~
woohoo.
cool game.

Jamal Rad at 12:09 AM

Friday, March 7, 2008

tired day today.
went to west coast to brief ppl.
and then back.

i can imagine how the situation would be like.
if there was cross country today.

Jamal Rad at 10:21 PM

Thursday, March 6, 2008

frustrated by my maths teacher.
i know u not equal uh.
but that doesnt mean u hav the right to do that...

today morning got 2hours of sitting in the hall.
1hr of strength quest and the other juz plain bleahhterrrx~
and then got bck Common Test result slip.

English: 48 D7
Malay: 40 E8
EMaths: 70 A2
AMaths: 50 C6
Comb Sci (P,C): 32 F9
Comb Humans (G,SS) : 9.0 (F10) =)
D & T : 61 b4

dissappointed in DnT uh.
how can lutfi get A2..
he like so lousy uh.
haha.

tmr cross country cancelled.
stupiddd.

oh ya. thx zahariah and bryan and my frens for being there.
i think i owe u guys tissues.

Jamal Rad at 8:13 PM

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

today is suchhh a boring day.

first amaths.
mr ng tell us stories uh.
abt his reservice in NS.

speaking of NS, reminds me of someone (Not Shy)..
haha.
who uh? hmm..

then physics also.
i drooled on my book uh.
english was ok uh.
then 3 periods of emaths.
i slept while sitting upright.
before fahmi gav mi sweet.
suddenly i awake uh.
and someone angry at me.

aft sch lunchtime concert.
a bit disasterous uh.
but last part dam nice.
gt some hip hop ppl come.
cool~

aft that went for ncc meeting -.-
and saw the only girl there.
who is...

then abt 6+ go mac and meet kamran, jason, fahmi and tompok.
haha.

ok.
wednesdays are boring~
ncc meeting again tmr.
and alot of maths to do.
goin do now.

weeting, dun angry lah.
play play only. =)

Jamal Rad at 8:11 PM

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

heh. had a good day with frens.
aft sch go mac wif weeting, kamran, fahmi and burhan.
i bought 2 doublecheese. haha
cheese rox!

this pei chun getting more complacent.
a bit only complain to teacher.
then teacher nth to do go scold chairman.
kesian seh..

friday is cross country. yeah~
aft that go lan. a lot ppl goin.
time to trash.

i think u found a new one.
goodbye.

Jamal Rad at 7:21 PM

Monday, March 3, 2008

its that feeling again.
everynight i feel it.
its an empty feeling.
like you lost something.
something dearly.
something you waited for.
and its almost 2 years now.
i guess things arent so beautiful now.
now that i'm miserable at best.

Jamal Rad at 9:22 PM

alright.
i went home bloody early today juz to maple.
and avoid someone,
although early in the morning alrdy see her.

mr ng came bck frm reservice today.
and it was hell for me uh.
although his teachings was good, i still hate biased ppl.
haiz..

i wish i can think abt someone new and better...
to end all this misery.

Jamal Rad at 7:47 PM

Saturday, March 1, 2008

you did again.
i guess i should juz erase of the memories i had with you.
and move on..

Jamal Rad at 9:18 PM