Wednesday, April 29, 2009

and now im at mac with my laptop,
using wireless.
haha

i dun think i wanna go home today
since i got my laptop with me
i can stay in sch all day
lol

Jamal Rad at 8:35 AM

Monday, April 27, 2009

dam busy.
dam dam dam busy.
homework, assignments, revision, sightseeing..
haha
i got so little time for such little things.
=/

Jamal Rad at 9:25 PM

Saturday, April 25, 2009

back to those ughhh days

Jamal Rad at 2:21 PM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

kinda fucked up today.
some stupid guy,
a yr 3 grad just scolded us for some stupid stuff.
and i lost all my mood from there.

got a rinku outing later on.
lets hope he wont be there to spoil it.

knnbccbmfljw

Jamal Rad at 12:37 AM

Thursday, April 16, 2009

another tiring day.
ugh
i hate being tired.
its only 9+ and my eyes are closing..

so today started off with mass dance.
and then my reputation was set.
as gays with hanafi.
ahaha, -_-
and he had to make such a fuss about it

then the lunch, as usual, sucked.
like yesterday
i didnt finish the rice and vege.
haha

then went over to this really gigantic auditorium
and there were cheerleaders!
lol
too bad they werent performing for us.
and hanafi made such a fuss again

then it was talks about our course.
kinda borin but,
i have to get used to it.

then we exited the place,
to do some cheers,
then reenter it again.
for the principal talk.
which was worse luh.

while i was sitting there were 4 girls taking the row in front.
suddenly 2 of them just hi-ed at me.
haha
then i like,
omg say hi to which one.
so i just hello-ed
to the middle -.-
and the next thing on my mind is,
who are they?
1 looks famaliar.
the other was alien

then i remembered,
she was in my group in foc also
always wear cap.
and i thought she was chinese.

so yeah
more friends made.
and met with a few old ones.
haha

it gets very very very irritating + annoying each day.

ps. i love pies

Jamal Rad at 9:06 PM

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

so today was orientation
its was really really really..
BORING!
ugh

or maybe its bcos foc's too fun.
haha
the cheers were lame uh.
nevertheless, i tried my best.

the best part was me hanafi and stone were surprisingly on the same claass!
ahaha.
thats the good part.
the uncool one is our classmates,
especially the girls.
-_-

there was one part where we did a group cheer
and 3 other class come into our class.
to cheer together luh.
then there was this girl wearing white tee with green stripes.
cb PRETTY SIA.
q905,
only 2 classes away.

i shall know her name tmr.

Jamal Rad at 8:33 PM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009


its been long since i went out at night
and as usual its long pants with sweater.
and ugh,
it was freakin hot outside.
so i went e!hub to entertain weeting,
claming she was bored.
haha
and since i wasnt doin much at home,
i decided to go out.
while walking around,
i saw someone famaliar!
it was irdayu.
and she didnt notice me,
till i called her name
its sad to be unnoticeable..
haha
ugh,
tmr orientation!
i so feel like not going,
since people are like freakin reminding and reminding me about not being late.
thats the part where it gets freakin irritating.
i shall control my anger and not elaborate.
how nice i am.

Jamal Rad at 10:23 PM

Monday, April 13, 2009

this is weird.
rinku is recruiting dota players.
haha
oh well.
i MUST join

Jamal Rad at 11:24 AM

Thursday, April 9, 2009

wootz0rs~
im home.
haha

i woke up todays with aches all over me.
especially my right arm.
its cos of the cheer,
i guess.

so first day,
we met first at mac,
for breakfast uh
then off we were
to tp!

and then on the way,
there were freakin lots of people at the sides
cheering and cheering and cheering.
dam loud
and then we were like,
lets turn back.
haha

so we checked our groupings,
and thank god at least i got kamran with me on the same group
which was Rinku.
and if im not wrong Rinku means Link in jap.

then my sub group was ryndyte
and me and min hui was on the same sub group.
at first she asked,
you dunno me uh.
then i was like,
yeah, i knew you existed.
we just didnt talk thats all.
haha

so we were split to our sub groups,
for cheers.
and it was good bye kamran.
at first,
i didnt want to do anythin.
the cheer was like,
for-over-enthu-ppl-only.
thats what i thought at first.
so slowly i picked it up.

the worse thing is
most of the cheers are in chinese.
haha
its was dam dam dam hard for me.

another challenge was remembering ppl's names.
haha
i can proudly say the most that i can recall is,
a maximum of 10 ppl.
lol

and my first impression was bad uh
alot ppl think im a girl
one by one just go to me and ask my name
then,
'oh yr a guy'
=/

after the cheers and intro was games.
the stations were all outside school,
near mrt station there.
and we ran all the way frm tp to the first station,
which was the library.

the best part is,
i didnt feel tired.
i have no idea why
then on to the rest of the station.
at the last one we had plenty of time before we had to go back
so we played this mini games.
and then i was sooo blur uh
i was dreaming
suddenly everyone was looking at me
-_-
then i spoilt the game
haha

when we got back it was alrdy 10+
so supper then lights out.
the lot of us gathered to sleep together.
and of course,
as usual in every camp or chalet,
theres this particular guy who just sleeps first,
without bathing or anythin.
i wonder who.
haha

so on to the next day
i didnt feel like waking up,
too early i guess.
so the only thing i did was brush my teeth,
and made my hair
and i was ready for the day!
haha

so first thing for the day was morning pt.
thats when i got really really scared,
cos all the camps i went to had really really tough pt.
and i didnt feel like doin pt
but then it was soooo relaxed
like the only thing we did was cheer and massage each others back
and then breakfast

then we learnt the school song
and another which required hand signal
which i also suck at.
haha
but i tried my best,
although most of the time i anyhow anyhow
but the school song was easy,
and fun too.
instead of stoning while looking at the discipline master in front,
we moved around which singing uh
kind of different and better

then its games again
which i kind of forget what we did.
after that was performance night preparation.
thats when me and kamran got our reputation,
as dancers.
-_-
even if i can i would never do it.
ahaha

so some of the people rehearsed for the skits,
while the whole lot of the rest had to come up with somethin.
which i hate most.
but me and kamran just laughed and laughed uh.
while the people trying to get everyone together are suffering.

i guess they were just sooo stressed out
there was this guy who first
asked us to squeeze
haha
so everyone crammed together
then suddenly,
in an angry manner he said
'can you guys cooperate or not, its so stuffy leh, spread out lah, spread spread spread'
then we laughing alrdy
then suddenly all cant hear
then he ask us squeeze
haha
its like he got pms or smth uh

before i say what happened next
i met a friend in the same course
whos name is junior
like cool right
when writing his name he can just put jr.
lol
and we got along well
talking to each other
and i know what he likes most
singing
haha

aft they decide what to do
we had to find partners of the opposite gender
then the part where junior had to get his partner
all the girls ran.
haha

so after everythin was settled it was performance night
when it was our turn
we planned that we will stay at the back
so yeah
everythin was ok until
the first 2 rows got down
and yeah
we tried our best to stay bhind
then suddenly the guy infront of me
dunno wtf is wrong with him
pulled me in front uh
then like...
ughhhhhhh
freakin shitass
i got like 101 vulgarities to throw at his face
and i felt like just turning bhind and pulled him back.
but of course,
im such a good guy
that i cant do such things

so..
i tried my best
haha
it was dam scary
only thing on my mind is
'dont embarass yrself, dont embarass yrself..'
and i didnt!
except for the part where for a period of time
i turned bhind for no reason
lol

and then we had jam and hop
which was way too messy
not like what we expected uh
in the end we just stood,
while watching hakim makin a fool of himself
haha

then dinner and lights out
and it was..
8th April!
which marks Kamran's 16th bday!
haha
Happy bday man!
4yrs of very very close friendship
and another 3 more
wootz0rs

so i woke up for day 3
and bathed!
haha
i joined the queue
which was about 4 ppl infront of me
and it was dam long
i waited like 15min for my turn
lol

and after bathin its dam cccold
so yeah
had breakfast then wet activities
and i kept shivering
especially when theres wind

then the last activity was hunt-gry
the most tiring of all
and like the motivation and morale of the team
really plunged down, i guess
well at least, for me it did.
seeing our score from third to last
still, i tried my best
but the final score was till last.
=/
saddening uh
seriously

oh well
so thats the end of it
what a freakin long post.
i dont think anyone will wanna read it
haha

and now
back to dota before sleeping
and then waking up early tmr to go out with them to the new mall in tamp
i promise,
i wont be late
haha
well i hope i wont
lol

Jamal Rad at 9:59 PM

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

tired.
haha.
camp was dam fun,
and i wanna go back!

Jamal Rad at 10:53 PM

Sunday, April 5, 2009

argh dam.
i cant stop playing with my hair.
haha

Jamal Rad at 9:57 PM

Saturday, April 4, 2009

finally.
its one of those days i got good dota matches.
owning people.
and most of all, meet ppl.
not only new ones.
but old too.

like a friend of mine.
who still remembered me.
because of my ign and same email too.
so i wanted to own his ass,
but then this hnf ks me.
haha
but i dont mind.
i did it more to him,
than he did to me.

i mean,
you know me well.
i can win it all back.
my luck is changing.
im going to strike the big one.
1 more try..
bla bla bla

then suddenly now,
i cant sleep
due to the guilt.
the freakin guilt
because i have done somethin very very wrong.

and its like,
theres somethin bhind me now.

Jamal Rad at 2:15 AM

Friday, April 3, 2009

apparently things aren't so beautiful at home.
it just freakin sucks.

if its not my sister giving problems,
its my younger brother that is.
and my parents expect me to take care of them.
and then my elder brother just sits,
uses his laptop, play guitar, shake leg,
while watching me being tortured.

why am i carrying all the responsibility,
its not like i wanted the family.
yr the people who had sex and made babies.
then suddenly yr blaming me for my brother's failure?

i got my own life.
it you who are the people who should be at fault.
shouldnt you be the people carrying the burden?

and then when i got scolded,
all i can do is keep quiet.
and then the next thing is take everything i have.
and leave me with nothing.

then i have to go and take it all back.
ugh.
sucks man.
seriously

Jamal Rad at 12:23 AM

Thursday, April 2, 2009

yay.
im 1 day late.
but you all should know,
im always late.
haha

Happy 17th bday to bryan!
a very special friend of mine,
like a brother always there to care for me.
lol

and,
happy 17th to jason too.
big boy alrdy,
haha, very very big..

and yeah.
yesterday went for a movie together.
and then i was reminded of sec1,
where i gave bryan an april fool's present.
and i laughed uh.
cos when i gave it to him,
i insisted that he open it at once but..
he didnt want to,
cos its rude or what to open a gift frm someone immediately.

but in the end he did.
and then nadia screamed.
-.-
thats the only thing she could do.
scream scream scream
ugh

then from tm bryan had to go,
since he got school the following day.
so the rest of us walked all the way to 201,
and met some scater there
and they shouted some stuff.
but i only caught some like,
scenes! fuck you emo!
then hisyam didnt hear
so for the rest of the journey
he kept on tellin me what he would say back.
haha

and then currently now i have some problem at home..

Jamal Rad at 10:49 PM