Friday, November 28, 2008
my ipod not charged.
lol
Jamal Rad at 3:11 AM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
its the first time in three days i ate home cooked food.
and, its good.
haha
where where?Jamal Rad at 9:14 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
i would shiver as the chills run down my spine,
when your eyes are locked on mine.
Jamal Rad at 7:17 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
purposely sia.
tak tipu.
Jamal Rad at 10:51 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
when the mood for blogging comes back,
then i will.
sedihku,
mendengar lagumu.
Andai kutahu Kapan tiba ajalku Ku akan memohon Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku Andai kutahu Kapan tiba masaku Ku akan memohon Tuhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku Aku takut Akan semua dosa dosaku Aku takut Dosa yang terus membayangiku Andai kutahu MalaikatMu kan menjemputku Izinkan aku Mengucap kata taubat pada Mu Aku takut Akan semua dosa dosaku Aku takut Dosa yang terus membayangiku Ampuni aku Dari segala dosa dosaku Ampuni aku Menangisku bertaubat padaMu Aku manusia Yang takut neraka Namun aku juga Tak pantas di syurgaAndai kutahu Kapan tiba ajalku Izinkan akuMengucap kata taubat pada Mu Aku takut Akan semua dosa dosaku Aku takut Dosa yang terus membayangikuAmpuni aku Dari segala dosa dosaku Ampuni aku Menangisku bertaubat padaMu Jamal Rad at 8:55 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
yeah~
it wasss a great time outside.
not much people,
nothing to worry about.
no boss.
no fear of being an underling.
no 'eh kau..'
whee~
the main objective of going out was for us to find new stuff for our prom night.
but..
nothing much was achieved after browsing through bugis street for long.
so the six of us went over to Loui's place.
for some sharing.
and it was damm fun!
i talked to alex uh.
because he talk to me.
he's all cool, and hot, and stuff.
and, like qom, he's like my idol~
haha.
and then aft everything,
the four of us went over to the nearest train station.
which was little india,
and made our way to sengkang,
where we separated ways.
on the way home,
i got a nice conversation with an old friend.
his name is faris.
haha.
finally, i missed him.
so it was great to actually keep up with the loss of time with him.
i shared stuff.
problems and all.
thanks dude.
off for a match in the virtual world.
night people.
Jamal Rad at 11:08 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
next thing i knew,
a phobia is coming up.
its new,
and its scary, yup.
times together,
fun together.
now gone forever,
and will come back, never.
i have thoughts,
about being anti-social.
so that it leads to me,
being non multi racial.
and so now,
just so that you know.
i'm stay secluded between these four walls,
and theres no where that i'll go.
call me a deer,
call me polar bear.
i'm hibernating like them,
and i dont care.
Jamal Rad at 9:46 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
my day is ruined.
it rained.
and spoilt everything.
and to make matters worse,
motherfuckers kept playing pass the phone.
where are you faris?Jamal Rad at 7:14 PM
what a great day.
finally, wake up in peace.
nobody disturbing me.
a great morning to start with.
sun's out, room lit.
and, time to go job hunting again.
hopefully this time it'll be better.
not like the last.
and, omg.
look at the time.
bye~
Jamal Rad at 1:38 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
what do do get when vowels leave me?waahahaha.
its over.
o levels over.
whee~
mcq just now started off really bad.
there was this, small little fly.
it was a stupid fucking fly,
fly fly fly everywhere.
around me.
and when i thought its gone,
it came back..
i almost wanted to shout 'fuck off'.
but, hehe.
i whispered.
and it did. -.-
physics was manageable,
but chem wasn't.
there was this question which and many weird letters,
introducing themselves as formulas.
and the next thing i did was,
roll-dice on my calculator.
haha.
and so,
more outings coming for me.
meaning, more money needed.
where should i work?
hmm..
he's hot, shes not. well at least, not any more. haha. XDJamal Rad at 12:45 PM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
hmmm..
i have no idea what to blog about.
today-
i play dota.
then i dota again.
and again..
and again!
haha.
then halfway people around the house ask me do this..
and that.
and so my game was ruined..
-.-
next thing i got in the game,
people start scolding.
but, i dont mind.
and yeah.
that was my day.
Jamal Rad at 8:47 PM
Saturday, November 8, 2008
i'm tired of meeting new people.
making good first impressions and stuffs.
nah, just not my thing.
someone said 'god what should i do?'. do you even believe theres god? -.-Jamal Rad at 2:30 PM
Friday, November 7, 2008
very exhausted these days.
in the morning,
people asleep.
then they disturb you.
then it ruins your day.
no mood for things planned.
then you vent your anger on the computer.
=)
Jamal Rad at 9:40 PM
Thursday, November 6, 2008
ughh shag.
fucked up players.
screwed life.
damn.
Jamal Rad at 11:44 PM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
awfully quiet these days.
maybe its just one of those seasons,
whereby i'm supposed to feel low.
or maybe its just that i miss you, and that he does too.Jamal Rad at 11:23 PM
Monday, November 3, 2008
so tell me darling do you wish we'd fall in love?
Jamal Rad at 7:28 PM
Sunday, November 2, 2008
sad man.
seriously.
i'll be just fine, pretending i'm not.Jamal Rad at 8:55 PM