Thursday, September 13, 2007

MOODD:hungry + tired + weak...

i'll make it short...since i dont think i'll have enough energy to last long...

Wednesday-120907
another borin day...
amaths first period...
as usual...wan to sleep cannot sleep...

then mt also as usual uh..
mi and burhan slept uh...haha
then she slow u noe..
she saw mi alrdy..
10mins later...
'ni saper ni?asl tido?BANGUN!'
i shocked uh..
then straight away stand up..

aft recess was geog...
gt test and i was unprepared..
so i slept uh...
bout 1 period...
then miss fang call my name...
lucky she called in time...
or else my paper would hav been all WET!
and aft that...
i ended up wif juz bout one sentence on my paper..
'I Don't Know.'...haha
hey, at least i didnt cheat...
unlike someone...


aft that was engish..
startin to get very borin..
then watch video...

aft school go play soccer at simei...
then go home straight wif firdaus..
and he told mi bout his adventures...haha

and Todayy-130907
woke up at 5+...
fasting lerr..
i eat so little..
but its ok uh..
i wan lose some weight..

then took a nap before heading off to school...
go wif firdaus and faris and babboon..
then i ask faris..
'eh, wad u eating during recess?'
haha

ughh..
today first day of fasting onli cannot tahan...
not onli hunger uh..
but mouth also..
eg.F***
a lot pple alrdy say that...
kamran uh...
sikit je maki

first period dnt..
my linkage is almost done wif the head..
actually done alrdy uh..
onli left the mouth..

aft 1period amaths..

then recess stay at class..
do a bit emaths..

aft recess was english..
dam borinnn..
i can sleep while sittin down...
and woke up when i drool on my shirt!

aft that chem...
did some experiment..

then emaths..
dam funny ah..
all 3274992 fault uh...
then i kena bisexual..

then aft school borin like hell...
usual day we will either go fast food restaurant..
or play soccer..
and now we had nowhere to go..

so decided to go pasir ris white sands..
walk2 awhile...
and saw Dark Side...
jeng, jeng, jeng, jeng jeng-jeng, jeng jeng-jeng

so we all went down.
lepak at pasir ris int..
since walking wastes energy...
until bout 5pm..
and we all went home..
SOOOO HUNGRYY...

should i give up?
mayb i should..
mayb it will be better for you..
mayb you will hav more freedom...
mayb you gt one less person to worry about..
mayb you could spend much more time wif ur frens..
mayb u will be much more happier if i weren't around..

why hav i been writing all this?
its because..
even if i do really <3>
and even if i managed to wait 1yr+ more...
and i got you..
maybe i'll be very happy...
but whats the point if u aren't...
especially if things continue on like this...

30 more days...

Jamal Rad at 6:19 PM