Tuesday, August 28, 2007
i am so stupid...i knew i shouldnt hav told you that...i was so childish...but you force me to...i had no chioce..harsh words u gav me...guilt overcame me...u can just forget about me...but i wont for you...dont even leave me as a memory...not even a shadow...juz take me as nothin...ignore me, hate me, kill me...i know i used you..i will forever apologise...make up for my mistakes...i am hurt by what you said...i dunno what to do...maybe i should end this pathetic torture...it is better for you..my classmates...friends...teachers..family...everyone...dont(me) feel like crying...you have done something very wrong...you used an innocent girl to prove urself worthy...you are vengeful towards others...you scold pple's mother...you are a failure and a shame to ur family...and most of all...you are hated...to YOU...hate me...i still have feelings for you..to be honest...i made you to be the one for me...that feeling developed over the years...i was more fond of you...but not when other guys go near you...this are all the facts...nobody dared me...i juz could not admit that i truly loved you...Jamal Rad at 8:18 PM